January 2011
8 posts
I can't seem to figure out why..
Why do i like you? Why do i have to fall for you after my bestfriend goes out with you? What the hell is wrong with me? Why do i get butterflies around you, and the only thing i want to do is talk to you? Why is it that when you tell me I look pretty I have the biggest smile on my face? Why do you have to lead me on and then go out with some other girl? Why don’t you like me, and why do I...
There’s just nights where I want to die, kill myself, overdose. Last night I wanted to take 20 pills and just swallow them all. They were in the palm of my hand, but I couldn’t do it. Why do such a selfish thing? It wasn’t worth it. It’s not healthy for me though, it’s been happening everyday where I just want to die. So much anger built up inside me that I just...
I smile because I have to, not because I want too.
